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Like the past few years, we(08s27) went to wanjia's house for chinese new year reunion steamboat. And as always, it has been real great!!! FUN with all the awesome people but we're missing sherrill neo, cui liyuan, and qiu baoxian this year! ):
But the main point was, I guess I can NEVER find such good and awesome company anymore in the years to come. Good and fun friends yes, but AWESOME people like them is never possible cos they are awesomest awesome!! ESP MY 38s! <3
Really wish to turn back time... To those times when we were still TEENAGERS and in junior college.........
CRIES!
There was really no time for me to actually go through every single chapters that they threw to us in detail. It was really those 'touch and go' kinda thing. But maybe it's just me and my unproductive way of studying. However, I've got to admit, I really did mug for it. But apparently, it wasn't enough, I guess.
I felt like I've made a joke out of today's urban planning's paper. So much so that I feel like slapping myself. My hands weren't co-operating with me during those two hours. My handwriting sucks and I can barely write legibly. (Maybe it's time to change pen). But oh well, I can hope that everybody's hand also got problem and adjust the bell curve according to MY standard. Geez.
On a positive note, YAY FINALLY! Just one more paper on monday and I'm done for semester one!!! Just one more..... But I shall grant myself a 'one-day-off' just for today. Will start tomorrow morning and by next monday 3pm.... FREEDOM! (For one pathetic month, but better than nothing!)
Horrible!! ):
Hoping and wishing for 28november to arrive fast fast! I really need that one month semester break REAL SOON. Even as I'm typing this, my eyes are closing. Not to mention, even though tomorrow is like a public holiday (Depavali), I still have to go back school at 10am for project meeting. How nice...
Big bullshit.
University life is fucking stress, fucking busy, fucking annoying, and fucking irritating to the maximum-est maximum.
HATE HATE HATE!
There is not a single day whereby I can just shake leg on my sofa and watch tv with a peace of mind. Everytime must worry what tutorial haven't do, what do we need to submit tmr? Is there forum challenge? etc etc!
WHAT IS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Good friends made aren't alot! Even so they just stay within the boundary of school, never out of school.
Meaning I've to depend on myself for most of the stuffs........
and and and ARGH
Too much to type and complain but I'm damn sleepy.
nights.
Don't know if I can really survive these 4 long years.
I don't know whats wrong with me lately but I've been feeling irritated easily. Maybe it is the pms thing I guess.
School works... Family... Social life
Hectic period of my life. Maybe I've not adjusted myself to the changing phase of my life yet. I feel like I'm still living in the past when school has not started and when I'm still able to do what I want.
Everyone are also drifting apart. Time cherished in the past are all part of the fragments of my memories now. No wonder adults have been telling us that the older you grow, the less happy and more troubles you will accumulate.
I used to roll my eyes at that saying. But now I understood.
How I hope there's someone whom I can pour all my woes to. How I hope there's someone whom I can look for when I don't want to be alone.
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But other than stupid academic stuffs, life aint that bad, yet.
But there are several complications.
There are always complications. Unavoidable.
On a positive note!
I conquered the 11km! hahhahhaha! Though i literally struggled through all the up slopes, which were the toughest obstacles.
I really don't know how the hell am i going to survive through the 21.1km standard chartered run, especially seeing that i almost died running 11km. It is like another 10km more wth!
I MISS 38s............. Really....................
But I know time aint going back no more ahhhhhh.
I always have this thought: Will I change to a better/wose person when I move on to the next stage of life?
Fact is, I hope I will not change at all. I want to be me. But at times, it is undeniable ridiculous that we tend to change without us even knowing. But still, I hope that to all my close friends, I'll still be the same old me.
No doubt, entering a local university is a dream come true. Met new friends, have fun in dance practice/camps and mini gatherings with all of the rest of the dancers was fun. BUT, the word 'fun', as easy as it sounds, is subjective. Yes, I do laugh and do stupid stuffs with them all day and night long. But this was, frankly speaking, nothing compared to the crazy stuffs I did with my 38s and secondary school clique.
Believe it or not, I don't really fancy talking. I actually a quiet person IMO. People who don't know will probably think that I'm being unfriendly and unsociable. But I'm so not going to change to a chatterbox because of their opinions of me. Acting like someone I'm not is really tiring.
Met loads of new friends along the way. But the ones I could really cliqued with narrowed down to a handful. It is always the case for the past few years. It made me realised that it was not the 'quantity' of friends you have BUT the 'quality' of good friends you have made that matters.
Err.... I don't really get what the shit I'm babbling about. Maybe I just need more sleep hahahahahahah. Nights.
